Although, right now I feel good about myself. I’m keeping up with my daily workout plan yet again, and my soreness just proves how out of shape I’ve been in my whole life and it kind of makes me upset. How am I able to live with my body and who I am? 
Sometimes I sit here and wonder “How are you happy with this, Kaitlyn? You’re constantly hurting yourself but yet you’re fine with everything in life. How do you have so much confidence built up in you? How is this even possible?”
I know there is no one to impress out there in the world but for myself, and slightly future employers/professors/etc. But that’s later. What I want is now, how can I be so satisfied when I see everyone around me complain with how they look?

I don’t know where I was going with this post. Maybe it’s time for me to just sleep.