February 2011
Don't care about me.
Seriously, just don’t. I’ve never asked anyone to care for me, I’ve learned that I’m perfectly capable of being alone. I know, I’m never alone, I always have God. But sometimes, I’m just fine alone. But as cute as it gets, it’s annoying sometimes, “I miss so and so.” Or when I see someone go “I miss you!” and give someone they...
Yknow what I hate the most? When I’m trying to fucking help someone and shit, and like they don’t even want my help. I offered, and you need it. Hello, what the fuck man? Seriously, I can’t take anyone serious now when they ask for my help. I’m sick and tired of being put behind a guys fucking video game, after a girls fucking boyfriend, a girls fucking “best”...
January 2011
Ahhhh...
kuatelinlee 9: 34 am
(9: 34:44 AM): i swear i always fall for your type
(9: 34:51 AM): tell me why i always fall for your type
(9: 34:54 AM): for yourrr typeee
(9: 35:04 AM): i just cant explain this
(9: 35:07 AM): shit aatt allll
bestiee 9: 40 am
(9: 40:48 AM): I DONT KNOW THESE SONGS OF YOURS
iitsimran-deactivated20110526 asked: LOL then ill be at ur funeral :D sorry im laggigng it now
iitsimran-deactivated20110526 asked: dont die now :c
iitsimran-deactivated20110526 asked: not anymore x] WASSUP!
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First Time(pt.2);
Waking up, seeing you lay there with your arms wrapped around me. I can just lay there for as long as I wanted to and you wouldn’t notice me staring at you. As I try to squeeze through your arms, Ka-le’a just so happens to wake up, bark at the both of us causing you to wake up scared. I just look at you panting, and giggling at your breathing and how you were so awoken! You’re...
We are just friends, someone keep slapping me until I understand the full meaning of friends.
I swear, if you tell me that you’re doing one thing but later in the day you say that you were doing something else, especially going to a girl’s house I will cry, no matter what. I don’t care, it’s just showing me how I don’t deserve the truth. I know we aren’t even a thing, we’re just friends to you. Yeah I know that but still, you lied to me. I’m...
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First time;
The thought, that one thought of finally being able to see you. To hug you, hold you, kiss you and do everything with you. It lingers in my head as I prepare for my school day. The whole waking up, hearing you snore to heading to the shower, back to the phone to hear you snoring some more and waiting last minute to hang up on you. Walking in the cold Monday mornings, in the mist of the fog, just a...
Have I ever told you guys that I love you?
meleeesa:
addietran:
@joanneako, @meleeesa, @kaitlynnle
(: you guys be da beeeeeeeesssst (:
It’s okay addie, you don’t have to lie to Joanne like that.
LOL ONLY FOR THAT.
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Why bother trying?
The one question I get a lot. Why do I try? Because, I for one, believe in me and him, I believe in us. Why do I go through all the ups and downs with him? We’ve been through so much to begin with anyways, I’m perfectly capable dealing with fighting, arguing, trust issues, problems in general. I’m up for a journey, as long as he is too. You see, I try so hard because, as cliche...
Grease!(:
Okay so Friday night! I walked around West Covina for a bit because I was bored and hungry. So I bought some snacks at a local liquor store and then I went into the new Emazing Lights store!(: Omg that place is amazing as fuck! Ahahaha. So then I walked to the movie theatres to just see if my friends were working there or not. Turns out they were! So I hung out with them for a while, and then they...
D’awwww I love my babyboo!(:
Babes sleeping… And yeah… But I’m glad he did called… After us fighting… Yeah, idk he’s the type to sleep it off or to not talk to me type… While I’m the type to cry every fucking bullshit off… LOOOOL… -_____- idk I’m over it and shit but it gave me a reason to keep crying and such… IDK): man I just wanna be an old wise lady...
kuatelinlee 8: 39 pm
(8: 39:50 PM): fuck addie
bestiee 8: 39 pm
(8: 39:55 PM): HUH!?
kuatelinlee 8: 39 pm
(8: 39:56 PM): valentines day
bestiee 8: 39 pm
(8: 39:58 PM): oh
kuatelinlee 8: 39 pm
(8: 39:59 PM): is on a school day
(8: 40:02 PM): BE MINE?!
bestiee 8: 40 pm
(8: 40:07 PM): LOLOLOL
(8: 40:12 PM): SURE
(8: 40:13 PM): but you know
(8: 40:22 PM): that doesn't get you out of it asking me ON valentines day
(8: 40:22 PM): LOL
kuatelinlee 8: 40 pm
(8: 40:32 PM): ... fine LOL
bestiee 8: 40 pm
(8: 40:35 PM): xDDD
Choosing sides;
To be honest, I don’t care if the both of you were my friend or not. I don’t care if you told me your story more than five times to me. I really don’t care who the “right” person is. Don’t ask me or even beg me to be on your side, I’ll pick the side of reality. Either way, it’s your own problem you guys can decide to solve it or forget about it and...
Yknow what I hate? (Well okay maybe I’m asking for too much… But whatever this comes on my mind a lot) Well I don’t know where to start, okay so I know I used to get called beautiful, well I was only called that by close friends, and guys I dated at the time, but I’m pretty sure they only said that because we were a thing at the time you know? But whatever, I strongly...
kimitos:
hippopatamos:
fuckingkeanu:
I want to play cod with my future girlfriend. Every time one of us dies we would take a piece of clothing off. Sigh the things you could do with someone special. It sucks being alone.
I’d be completely naked if I ever did this.
LOL.
Wow if these were the rules when I was playing black ops with my boyfriend earlier, I’d be naked within the first 7...
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I love late night walks. Not sure why, but sometimes it refreshes my memory. What makes me laugh so hard is that, I hold so much back in, I haven’t actually broken down fully before. I wonder… Oh well. Tonight’s walk consisted of me talking to myself, wondering how I did on my APWH final, and returning a lost dog. I feel fucking fantastic. What I didn’t enjoy? The idiotic...
I respect my mom, I love her.
My father on the other hand? Sure, I guess you can say he raised me. It’s more of my grandma took over the mom and father role in my life after 06. For my part of this, he left me once, he came back and I was fine with it. He’s leaving me again, and he’s still expecting me to be okay with it. He’s still expecting that it’s okay to marry someone without even asking...
You know what? Just shut the fuck up okay? I don’t care anymore. I lost my mother already, my father doesn’t give a fuck. I’m not going to say I have worst problems than any other person, but you know what? Fuck it. I stopped caring years ago, why should I care about it now huh? Sure, years ago it was different. I didn’t make my money years ago, I saved that shit up. How is...
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Because in the end, all you have is yourself.
Today, @meleeesa gives @misterhamid her bag that she used for school. She then proceeds to turn to me and say “Yknow boyfriends come in handy sometimes” I then look at her straight in the eye and say “Yeah I know how that is!” Then I look to my left and I continue to talk “Hey, hold my bag.” And then take off my bag on my right shoulder and place it on my left....
Studying for Chem via @addietran's notebook.
LOOOOL thank you :3 Sigh, please be able to pass with atleast a C+ Omg):
Theres no on to keep me company on the phone while i wait for babe -
This week should be studying week;
Fuck me in the ass. I wasn’t prepared for the vocab today in Emigh’s because yeah I totally studied the words the past few weeks. Although my two easiest finals are tomorrow, I still feel really unprepared. For some reason lately my math test scores have been really low! Like we got our quiz back today and I got 19/32 because of stupid mistakes. I was tired the day we took that quiz so...
KsoI should be sleeping
But whatever I just attempted to play counter strike. Wheeee fail -_____-
I don’t get how he could deal with my noobness, oh well. I have the best uncleuncleuncle everrr :3 and his girlfriend loves me!(:
So I get a new mouse tomorrow, and I’m going to go look at cars afterschool and possibly a new card?(: teheeh.
Okay bed time hafta wake up at four! D:<
Babes texting me how to play counter strike and he keeps laughing at me LOL OMG):
@addietran;
Okay simply because I’m too lazy to IM you on AIM LOL. I wish you could go to Panera today): Although you’re not in Sanford’s class, MAN SOCIALLY AWKWARDNESS D:
Whenever I have an ‘adventure’ type of dream… There’s always @meleeesa and @addietran in them. LOL. Like last night, we were at the beach and there was a mall super close by right? Okay so we were all just hanging out at the beach, and there was this guy that looked like @jellochello, but I honestly couldn’t tell because it was blurry. Anyways, they all kind of...
Boston Cafe;
I went out to eat with Chris. Or well let’s say Chris and his girlfriend. Hahaha, at first I thought it was just pretty chill yknow, but then it started to get awkward. I love cute lovey dovey couples, but I have my limit. Ahaha. So yeah things started to get awkward and I just started to get annoyed. Like I went on my ipod and all I see are reblogs from you and it’s like you can sit...
Plans for next week;
Sunday 1/9—Panera for APWH study session!(: Most likely going to church in the morning, I really miss my youth classes</3 [Although some of the people are yknow bitches, COUGHCOUGHCOUGH. eheheh] Which means I have to go to school first so I can get my APWH folder out of my locker, no wonder I was missing something yesterday): I’ll probably see if I can take Shannin out to eat then...
Testing;
SUCKS BALLS -_________- Whatever, I finished first in all of them. I feel confident… Well only in math, reading, and writing): LOL. Looking at questions since six in the morning, without any breaks because I wanted to get out of there. Blah, head fucking hurts.
smileforrrjell asked: Aha me cute? Siiike, I'm eh I could be better.
How about you cutie (:
How about you cutie (:
smileforrrjell asked: Aha me cute? Siiike, I'm eh I could be better.
How about you cutie (:
How about you cutie (:
Just thinking of everything makes me want to cry…”ive always thought we were just friends”
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Just laying on the bed after a phone call
allen-vc:
Those phone calls that end with a sad goodbye or angry hang up, you can’t help but helplessly lay leaving the phone at your ear or just staring at it. Why? What the hell are we doing wrong? Those things cross vaguely in the back of your mind but everything else is blank and dead-your motions, your reflexes, everything: numb. The only real process still intact is the thought of “I wish...
Anonymous asked: If you had a chance to fix something, what would you do?
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